Saved and hopefull, please do not let despair steal from you.
For you are loved in Jesus by God Our Father with a love that is so great, and so perfect, that you would dance with joy to know it.
This time may seem hopeless and scarey, but it only seems like this because God is bringing in you a faith that does not need flesh, but is known in His spirit, and will sustain you through every trial or tribulation.
I witness to this because I have felt as you do, and was so low I wondered if I could even keep breathing the pain was so great.
Then God said, praise me!
Now I know this may seem impossible, but it wasnt, I praised God Our Father first in a barely adible voice, then as I continued a streangth , hope and joy filled me and I began to see His great love poured out and His glory.
You see, I began to see that by praiseing God Our Father in my deep dispair, He was calling me to set my flesh asdie, and put all my trust in Him.
It was in doing so that He showed me His presance in Jesus, in me, and the life we are called to in Him.
And I saw His loved poured out upon us, me, you, was given first, not because we desreve it or could earn it, but simply because He loves you more because you are His creation, child.
Please know in faith , savedandhopeful, that His joy, His love, is already withyou, the pain you feel lives in flesh, but the peace, love and joy that is already with you, is alive in His spirit, which is the life you recieived when you were saved.
Look to Jesus, not the flesh or the things of the world or your own mistakes, look to Jesus, and in faith, trust all to God Our Father.
Then you will begin to know as we all have learned, that none of us belong to the world, but are all one with Jesus, and in Him, one with God our Father.
For you no longer live in flesh, but spirit, the spirit we all recieived when we died with Jesus, and were born again in His spirit.
You remain in my prayers in Jesus, for all that is the love of Jesus to fill you overflowing, and the peace that surpasses all understanding.
Huge hugs and God bless
pickles, your sister in Jesus