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So i am in a difficult situation, because I don't know whether the Holy Spirit is convicting me or if the enemy is trying to condemn me.
Last year I entered into a courtship with the boyfriend I have now. Well we were kinda on and off with the courtship until late 2014. Well a couple months after everything had just started, you know getting to know each other. I had a dream about an ex boyfriend and I started to miss him. So i got into contact with my ex, but hadn't broken off the courtship, well a few weeks later the courtship ended because I was being too distant. Well of course nothing worked out with my ex, so I confronted my boyfriend , who wasn't my boyfriend at the time, about certain issues I was going through and why I was distancing myself, but left out the part of my ex. Then as we were going through the process of getting to know each other I never thought of my ex again. Well in about late November, I started to think about what I did, and feeling so bad. And now that we are together it hasn't stopped. I have asked God to cleanse me and forgive me of this sin, but now I don't know what to do. Yes I know what I did was so foolish and that he didn't deserve it.
Last year I entered into a courtship with the boyfriend I have now. Well we were kinda on and off with the courtship until late 2014. Well a couple months after everything had just started, you know getting to know each other. I had a dream about an ex boyfriend and I started to miss him. So i got into contact with my ex, but hadn't broken off the courtship, well a few weeks later the courtship ended because I was being too distant. Well of course nothing worked out with my ex, so I confronted my boyfriend , who wasn't my boyfriend at the time, about certain issues I was going through and why I was distancing myself, but left out the part of my ex. Then as we were going through the process of getting to know each other I never thought of my ex again. Well in about late November, I started to think about what I did, and feeling so bad. And now that we are together it hasn't stopped. I have asked God to cleanse me and forgive me of this sin, but now I don't know what to do. Yes I know what I did was so foolish and that he didn't deserve it.