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But i just sat here and really examined my life and what it has bestowed the last week. Alot of ups and downs for sure but I have realized that i have had 4 married men really make me feel uncomfortable. One is a friend and he said he would leave his wife for me...... Mind you it's an ex but we have a business deal. Then one is in my Sunday school class who told me he likes me but has been separated for three years. Then I had two guys that I've known who are Christian and I reached out thru Facebook for help and advice and said im beautiful and blah blah blah...... And I just know I wouldn't want my husband to ever say things like that to another woman. I just don't understand. I really feel like I'm walking as close to God and I have zero desire to be with anyone cause I know I'm not ready but it just blows my mind. Do yall find anything wrong and disturbing about this? Is the enemy after me? Is this supposed to be some for of distraction? I just don't want to to be reading into this wrong. I know Im not coming across a certain way because I'm in la-la land for the most part. But I was sitting here talking to a coworker and started wondering what might be going on spiritual.