Hi All, I am usually a happy character, but in the last few days I feel so overwhelmed. I have been tested again and again. My fiance Rod and myself have been together for 11 years and in that 11 years we have had to struggle so much. We have lived in flats that have had mice damp cold and really noisy neighbours, 5 lots of building work day and night in one flat, it just got worse and worse everywhere we have lived. Either neighbour problems, abusive neighours etc. We have been so shattered with everything, and havent really even got the money or the strenght to get married, how sad is that! I got a house exchange from a place which was really bad, the neighbouir tried to ruin our lives and we lived with next to nothing in the house becuase we felt it wasnt like home. Now we are getting problems in this new house. Because its a housing assoction property it isnt ouir own and therefore I have to look on the internet for a suitable exchange. We have ttavelled everywhere all over the uk for a house exchange, its terrible really. The house we are in now was ok at first and there is a large fmaily next door and they do nothing at night but play in their gardne with a hard football, I see lots of trouble and its such a shame because I am ready to make a home for myself. I dont know how much I can take. I have a mental illness, I know pwople take advantage sometimes because i am soft natured. I feel a complete idiot. I have always been fiathful to god and talk to god, but I just wish I could get peace somewhere on earth and not have any more neighbour issues. It seems we are always on our own I know that, and my fiance is going to have a word with the woman next door and tell her this football thing is getting on our nerves, just awful when there are loads of lads at least 7 sometimes in her garden. I feel quiet weak.Amen