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so i have never told this to anyone but its eating away at me and i need help. I am so ashamed of it. im a 15 year old girl and i think i have a humiliation fetish. I cant stand it because i know im a nice person but it makes me
feel evil. I hate seeing people get embarrassed but for some reason if i think about it or watch videos about it sexually i can get off to it. I like
When people are happy so i dont know why i get pleasure from people beinng embarrassed. I hate it so much but i cant control it at all. I drifted away from god a little bit and i know i shouldn't be thinking about sex at all but right now i just want to get rid of my fetish. I can get off to normal sex but i still find myself coming abck to my fetish. I need help I want god to help me. Ever since i was about 6 when i went to sleep at night i used to think about myself getting embarrassed at school. I hate beig embarrassed but for some reason i loved thinking about it. I know think about girls (sometimes guys) being naked and having stuff happen to them that embarrasses them. ( i am straight) I feel so sick and i hate it and i dont like getting pleasure from this. I basically have the same problem as a pedophile has, i cant control my urges. Its just what turns me on i have no idea. How can i stop it?? My dad also had a fetish (i found out about) he used to abuse my mom and he likes when people are hurt. I always think how sick and disgusting he is but then i think that im no different, the only
Difference between us is that i am a nice person at heart and i Know for a fact he isnt. I sicken myself because of this, how can i get rid of it completely
feel evil. I hate seeing people get embarrassed but for some reason if i think about it or watch videos about it sexually i can get off to it. I like
When people are happy so i dont know why i get pleasure from people beinng embarrassed. I hate it so much but i cant control it at all. I drifted away from god a little bit and i know i shouldn't be thinking about sex at all but right now i just want to get rid of my fetish. I can get off to normal sex but i still find myself coming abck to my fetish. I need help I want god to help me. Ever since i was about 6 when i went to sleep at night i used to think about myself getting embarrassed at school. I hate beig embarrassed but for some reason i loved thinking about it. I know think about girls (sometimes guys) being naked and having stuff happen to them that embarrasses them. ( i am straight) I feel so sick and i hate it and i dont like getting pleasure from this. I basically have the same problem as a pedophile has, i cant control my urges. Its just what turns me on i have no idea. How can i stop it?? My dad also had a fetish (i found out about) he used to abuse my mom and he likes when people are hurt. I always think how sick and disgusting he is but then i think that im no different, the only
Difference between us is that i am a nice person at heart and i Know for a fact he isnt. I sicken myself because of this, how can i get rid of it completely