Okay, so about 5 or 6 months ago I lost my virginity to pure lust. I have never really addressed the issue. I have asked for forgiveness, however, I feel such disgust and sadness that when and if I find a wife I will not have saved myself for her...
Any advice, scripture or comments?
Be as blunt as you want.
Any advice, scripture or comments?
Be as blunt as you want.
Especially sense she herself has managed to successfully resist temptation.
Here's the thing though, it isn't a tremendously huge deal. It's a sin sure, and you should repent for it. But it isn't any worse than any other sin. If your future spouse can't accept that you've committed some sins in the past, then she isn't worth having in the first place.
Repent, fix your behavior, move on with life.