Hi there,
Im a little less scared. Friday I have a doctors appointment and I'll know if the operation went ok.
Later on I will also get the test results back of the lump they have removed. They want to make sure its not cancer. Im in bed right now and can't walk. Im scared of the pain. Sometimes I have moments that the fear get's so strong that i get thoughts of just giving up. Won't do that but I just get those thoughts. Than i don't have to fear life anymore.
Been there done that and am in the same boat, trouble walking and it has been diagnosed as degenerative arthritus. The best I can say is take heart, hold on and go to the song by phillips phillips called home, and listen closely to the part when he sings about not listening to the demons for they are only there to cause fear. A great new song at least for me that gives me comfort and brings me to tears
Hold on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. I know it is not easy, but just hold on and if you get scared say it here or Pm me anytime, I will do my best to respond as soon as I can. I unfortunately am not available 24/7 but God is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on
Praying for you to be well in your Soul, by the Spirit of God first and foremost, and hoping the flesh to follow that suit
In my present condition of having to accept what is. I heard in my heart if I had a choice of being well, and can't have both, one or the other, which will I choose, to be well in the flesh and dead in the Spirit? Or to be well,alive in the Spirit and dead in the flesh, even though flesh is alive. With this to look at it is better for me to be well in my soul alive to God, and not well in my flesh.
I see today that a lot of people say and think that it needs to be well with their flesh otherwise God is punishing us, and that is a lie, even though I would like to be well with my flesh now read the story of the ten lepers that were healed from Leprosy, and only one came back afterwards. where did the other nine go? To the world, and enjoy, drink and be merry alive in their flesh hmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enquiring minds want to know.
Now notice the one that came back Christ said straight out to this one,that he was now whole, why? because Christ saw from Father that this one beleived made whole?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So how are we truly alive then? Is it by flesh or the risen Spirit of Christ?
[h=3]Luke 17:11-19[/h]New International Version (NIV)
[h=3]Jesus Heals Ten Men With Leprosy[/h][SUP]
11 [/SUP]Now on his way to Jerusalem, Jesus traveled along the border between Samaria and Galilee. [SUP]
12 [/SUP]As he was going into a village, ten men who had leprosy[SUP]
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13 [/SUP]and called out in a loud voice, “Jesus, Master, have pity on us!”
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14 [/SUP]When he saw them, he said, “Go, show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went, they were cleansed.
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15 [/SUP]One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud voice. [SUP]
16 [/SUP]He threw himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked him—and he was a Samaritan.
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17 [/SUP]Jesus asked, “Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? [SUP]
18 [/SUP]Has no one returned to give praise to God except this foreigner?” [SUP]
19 [/SUP]Then he said to him, “Rise and go; your faith has made you well.”