Talk to Jesus. Tell Him the truth about how you really feel about what you're doing. You may be able to lie to us, or your church folks, or even yourself, but you can't bs the Lord.
So, be honest and tell Him how you feel about it.
Then, when you're done, if you sincerely want to change your ways,
ask Him to change your ways.
Tell Him you can't stop on your own, and you sincerely want His help.
Do you really think He's gonna say NO,
and force you to go watch more porn?!
If the Lord Jesus Christ is truly your Savior,
then God is your heavenly Father,
and He'll give you all the help you need.
After all, He already gave His only begotten Son to die for your sins.
He gave you His Best, He gave you His Life, He gave you His Love.
He's God our Savior, so let Him SAVE you.
He loves doing that kind of thing, and He's pretty good at it.
Keep in mind, He's the one who spoke,
and the universe leaped into existence.
And ever since, He's kept the planets from bashing into each other,
and kept this old ball of dirt from flying out of orbit into oblivion,
and He keeps us all in His capable, nail-pierced hands,
so nothing's too hard for Him, including our 'addictions'.
So talk honestly to Jesus...He already paid your way to eternity
in His kingdom and eternal life, He knows how to do what we can't.
He knows us.
He knows us and He loves us anyway!
Tell Him thanks, and ask Him to help you to stop
trading His love, and your life, away,
for some temporary cheap thrills.
We have people here who pray for us and each other,
and we have our God and Savior who loves us.
Praise the Lord and thanks be to God who gives us
the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ!