Hi Channing , Lifting all up in Christ pertaining to you..
I went through many periods like this .. Remember , God built a perfect alarm system in us .. As well as emotions like joy , love , peace, patience and kindness .. All for is to relate "first " to Him.. Since we have been created "first for Gods enjoyment " to relate these emotions to Him...
The alarms in this perfect system He built in us are for very good reasons
Those alarms are based to warn is er are either buying into a false belief or we have forgotten something ..
those alarms are
Loneliness
Fear
Anger
Stead and anxiety ..
Fear- an alarm that blares when we are buying into a false belief that someone or something is in more control than God is ..
The truth is " no thing and no one is in mire control than God is"
Anger - an alarm that goes off when we are buying into a lie or have forgotten to release Hods mercy and forgiveness ..
The truth is .. We have been forgiven of everything . Anger arrives when there is blockage in our heart and we are not yielding to Him to work through us to release it so someone may come to know Him better.,
Loneliness- another perfect alarm that starts blaring when we are buying into a false belief that someone or something can love us more that God does..
The truth is no one and no thing will ever love us mire than God does
Stress and anxiety - this one is a doozy..This shows up in our lives when we have bought into a false belief that we don't need to ask for Gods help or direction ..
The truth is "we can do nothing without Him"
Hope this helps
Hugs !