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Hi, I really want to be a Christian and I try all the time to do what Christians should... but I have a constant nagging in the back of my mind ( Is this real or are you just talking to yourself ) My entire family is Christian and I'd actually never thought much about faith until now... my best friends are both Christian.
I've gotten to the point where I want so badly to believe and I really do want to give my life to Christ... but I just can't bring myself to do it... I pray every other night, and I've found that when I pray and read my devotions and the bible my whole life seems brighter and everything gets better, but I dated an athiest for a year and most of my other friends are athiest... and I accept their lifestyle choices and I'm not going to try and convert them and rick losing the relationships. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am easily influenced, when I'm around my boyfriend my beliefs seem to slide and his points make sense and then when I'm with my Christian friends I suddenly feel like a new Christian and I go back to the old me again...
I just need any advice I can get from anyone to help me.... I haven't been saved yet, I just need something to erase all my doubt.
Please can someone help me...
I've gotten to the point where I want so badly to believe and I really do want to give my life to Christ... but I just can't bring myself to do it... I pray every other night, and I've found that when I pray and read my devotions and the bible my whole life seems brighter and everything gets better, but I dated an athiest for a year and most of my other friends are athiest... and I accept their lifestyle choices and I'm not going to try and convert them and rick losing the relationships. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am easily influenced, when I'm around my boyfriend my beliefs seem to slide and his points make sense and then when I'm with my Christian friends I suddenly feel like a new Christian and I go back to the old me again...
I just need any advice I can get from anyone to help me.... I haven't been saved yet, I just need something to erase all my doubt.
Please can someone help me...