farfar...welcome, sister! So glad that you are seeking a closer relationship with JESUS CHRIST...He will never let you down...the Holy spirit within you is your Comforter and you will know instantly when HE touches you...to guide, to inspire and always point you to CHRIST. Keep reading the BIBLE, mingle with fellow CHRISTIANS and read anything you can find about Smith Wigglesworth and John G. Lake....if you want to have an update on 20th century living disciples...they inspire me and continue to help me understand spiritual things.