For all the years I have been walking with the Lord, the greatest lesson has been to learn to pray God's way. Always, always, always in every situation, the answer is the same: pray through until I see Him in my spirit, until I hear Him in my heart, until my mind submits to His Sovereign Will. God wants you set free of being a Ping-Pong ball all over the place every time someone hurts you. God wants your heart to safely trust in Him, to believe that He wants good things for you, to know that He has equipped you to stand in strength and walk away from contention.
You don't need friends or family to validate your worth. God is our only Authority and He says you are His child and everything He has is yours. I advise you to pray through to Him, pray until you know who He is and who you are because of Him. I pray in Jesus' name that you draw near to God and let Him draw near to you.