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I lost my faith many years ago,when my sister died of cancer at 23 years old. I was only 10 years old,and I was mad at God for taking her away from me. I had a beautiful experience in church today,I gave my soul to Jesus,my savior,and he loves me. He was nailed to the cross and he died for my sins. I usually keep my religion private,but I shouldn't be ashamed of being Gods child. As he knows of my struggles,he isn't someone to give you a trial period to see of your compatible or not. If you love him,he will love you. As he has shown me miracles and I have felt him when I sing praising his love. Go to church,read the bible,let go of your stress,and let him in your life. Just give it a try,let go of the judgement,it may take awhile,but its alright. Dont care about what others think,for you are doing yourself a favor. I was a non believer,but my friend has saved me,and I cried in his arms.