If you put only God's words in your mind instead of the thoughts of how awful the things are that you are having to cope with in this world, you could live with God in this world, now. God will not let you in His heaven, bringing those thoughts with you. It isn't a place for misery, only for shalom.
Many people have done it in the most miserable of life situations. Some Jews in the concentration camps for instance.
There is a "you" within you who can live with the God who is the Father right now, in this world, above the humiliations of your surroundings. When you live with just that person and God, there will open a way out of your life situation.
The road to that is very simple. It is in putting words of God in your mind. That simple. Those words are the key to heaven. Killing your body is not the key, it takes you away from where you want to go.
I have two friends who are bipolar, and their desire to kill themselves was simply a matter of not having the right chemicals in their brain. They have bad situations to handle in their life, but handling them was a matter of taking the proper pills.
Many people have done it in the most miserable of life situations. Some Jews in the concentration camps for instance.
There is a "you" within you who can live with the God who is the Father right now, in this world, above the humiliations of your surroundings. When you live with just that person and God, there will open a way out of your life situation.
The road to that is very simple. It is in putting words of God in your mind. That simple. Those words are the key to heaven. Killing your body is not the key, it takes you away from where you want to go.
I have two friends who are bipolar, and their desire to kill themselves was simply a matter of not having the right chemicals in their brain. They have bad situations to handle in their life, but handling them was a matter of taking the proper pills.