Hello and God bless you all! My name is Arely so I been married to the love of my life for about 10 months now, we both use to go to church he reconciled and everything before I married him and things were great until mid June he stopped going to church he started smoking cigarettes again that's when all hell went loose I couldn't say do not do it because I did not want secrets or anyone doing these kind of things behind my back, he started working more and more which is why he could not go to church anymore, he put money first and then god, I understand that when a sheep comes back from the world it is harder but imagine you are just starting again in Gods path of course he was going to tumble, and that is what happened, things got ruff and well devil is not playing games.. he left he's job to go to another job where all his family member's work, lets just say his family sucks!!!!!!!!!! they would drink , talk about girls no respect so guess what? my husband started drinking and it just went bad from there he would not come home some nights because of this issue, and well I stopped going to church as well because I was mad at God on why he was making all these things happening, my husband was sent to NC and I couldn't go because I work, and well he didn't really want me to go. I didn't care until things got bad he wouldn't call sometimes when we would we talk it was to argue and I felt so alone, he got in a fight with my parents and he did not come back I saw him after a month without seeing him but it wasn't to talk it was just to spend a night together to be with him because we couldn't do anything else since he was drunk I been praying getting more into God but I see no changes in him we don't talk everyday he blocks me some days and in blocks me others it is very hard to even tell what we want</3 feeling hopeless