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It's my second semester of college right now. I originally planned to go to a different college, but ended up at the one I'm at, and am now very thankful for it. The problem is that I came to school for music, and after two semesters, I'm still not a part of the music program, nor will I have the opportunity until after my third semester. After dealing with unhelpful advisors who turned me away and frustrating nights with a class scheduler, I have realized that I can only take one music related class next semester. I'm just so lost. I felt like God was pushing me toward music, but now I'm not even sure. Maybe I just wanted to do it so badly that I made myself believe He wanted me to as well. When I pray, I feel so distant. I don't enjoy feeling distant, and I'm frustrated about this whole situation. I know He has an amazing plan for me, but I haven't been able to see it for months, and now I'm afraid I've gone down the wrong path toward what He possibly wants me to do. I don't know what to do...