Jesus Im sorry. Im trying to trust in you. Im trying not to let this bother me. It hurts. Im sorry for when I entertained the idea of getting a divorce and finding someone else. I confess I did not trust your Word and be forgiving and understanding towards her. I am so miserable at my job that I made it the counterpoint of my life. I was not content. I was torn between wanting to get a new one and serving you and angry at you because my wife was not on board and because I could not find another job. Im so depressed. I worry Lord. I want to give up and yet I don't want to give up. Im tired. My body is tired. I confess it was my fault because I never should have taken a job like this. You blessed me with a wife. I did not lead as a christian husband should. My heart needs changing. I lack love, gentleness, compassion, and understanding. I am selfish and self seeking. Please speak to me Jesus. Please let me hear your voice or have a sign that you are near to me. I have found it so hard to trust your Word. It hurts. The mess I made of life hurts. I am ashamed of my past. i am sorry for all the masks of acting like I was a super Christian. I am not. I confess in rebellion and anger I looked at porn and sought to have an affair. I was angry at her and at you. I deserve my punishment. I entertained the thoughts that someone else could make me happy. I confess I have failed to find joy in You alone Jesus. I am a sinner. I have sinned against you Jesus.
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Open your heart and let Jesus enter your life. Trust him to take total control of your life. Put him first and everything else will fall into place naturally. He will create in you, a brand new life full of love and REAL meaning. Go to your God in reverent prayer, constantly seeking His will in your life and He WILL bless you most abundantly......AMEN.....Stan
Luke 18:[h=3]The Parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector[/h][FONT="]9 Also He spoke this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: 10 “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, ‘God, I thank You that I am not like other men—extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this tax collector. 12 I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I possess.’13 And the tax collector, standing afar off, would not so much as raise his eyes to heaven, but beat his breast, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me a sinner’14 I tell you, THIS MAN went down to his house JUSTIFIED rather than the other; for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”
We ALL deserve the Lord's punishment. But He loves us so much He was Willing that His Son would die in our place.
I don't know if you have received Jesus or not. If you haven't, certainly you seem ready to. Once we get a NEW heart from God it can need healing, but He doesn't fix our old, broken, fleshly, heart. He gives us a new one.
Praying for strength and peace, and to be filled with His Presence to you.[/FONT]
We ALL deserve the Lord's punishment. But He loves us so much He was Willing that His Son would die in our place.
I don't know if you have received Jesus or not. If you haven't, certainly you seem ready to. Once we get a NEW heart from God it can need healing, but He doesn't fix our old, broken, fleshly, heart. He gives us a new one.
Praying for strength and peace, and to be filled with His Presence to you.[/FONT]
Lord we pray for Roninbama, please help him to trust you and walk in your ways. The power of darkness destroying his life , his family, peace be gone. Let your love and grace be upon him and bless him to glorify you and live a worthy life for you. we together pray , Omniscient God please bless Roninbama, in Jedus righteous name, Amen!
Your heart shows and so does your repentance....Jesus hears you and has forgiven you! Look up and rejoice for He will guide you from here. You can do this! I pray with you for a different job that He has chosen for you, for your heart to mend, and your joy to return! 1 John 1:9 If you confess your sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Prayers for strength and joy for you!
J
All you can do now is repent (change your behavior) and allow God to come into your heart. Put on the garment of praise (begin to thank God, even in your mind think on him) for the spirit of heaviness (Isaiah 61:3) Ask God to purge you completely. When he does this, it will not feel good but it's for YOUR benefit. One thing I challenge you to do is to have faith in God. I mean really depend and relay on him. The truth is you haven't surrendered to God. Do it and watch how he changes your life. Once you totally surrender, the enemy is going to attack but read Ephesians 6 and pray for the fire of God (his spirit) to fill you because that's the only way you can beat the devil. God says " it's not by my might, nor power, BUT by my spirit" (Zechariah 4:6) I pray that God will keep you In the palm of his hand because no one can take you out of his hand (John 10:28). 