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Its actually a pretty, really, really long story so i'm gonna make my 'issue' short.
I have been...or still am...deeply infatuated to my chemistry teacher since i was 14, and now that i'm 18, he's always in my thoughts. after i graduated highschool, which was two years ago, i haven't seen him till now. But..seriously, even though i had all sorts of problems in school and in the house i've moved in he still pops in my mind no matter how tired and restless i am.
I prayed ever since i met him that the Lord would remove my feelings because it didn't seem right, he was 21 when i first met him, and i was 13 back then.,so really even if he looked more like 17, he's still old and we're not...there's just no way we can be together. But even without seeing him for two years, no connections whatsoever, why is it that there still something?
I've seen his picture earlier, it just randomly popped in my facebook wall and it really, like literally made me fall on my set, like seriously, i fell down. And another feeling i got was...i wanted so much to see him. And i dislike this feeling.
its making me depressed all over again, like during my high school years where i tried so hard to conceal what i feel and yet the feeling of longingness for that person is so hard to control.
I just..maybe i just want to say this to people who won't judge me because i fell for a teacher. maybe this isnt really LOVE yet, i'm too young to experience that....or am i really?
thoughts about this please?
I have been...or still am...deeply infatuated to my chemistry teacher since i was 14, and now that i'm 18, he's always in my thoughts. after i graduated highschool, which was two years ago, i haven't seen him till now. But..seriously, even though i had all sorts of problems in school and in the house i've moved in he still pops in my mind no matter how tired and restless i am.
I prayed ever since i met him that the Lord would remove my feelings because it didn't seem right, he was 21 when i first met him, and i was 13 back then.,so really even if he looked more like 17, he's still old and we're not...there's just no way we can be together. But even without seeing him for two years, no connections whatsoever, why is it that there still something?
I've seen his picture earlier, it just randomly popped in my facebook wall and it really, like literally made me fall on my set, like seriously, i fell down. And another feeling i got was...i wanted so much to see him. And i dislike this feeling.
its making me depressed all over again, like during my high school years where i tried so hard to conceal what i feel and yet the feeling of longingness for that person is so hard to control.
I just..maybe i just want to say this to people who won't judge me because i fell for a teacher. maybe this isnt really LOVE yet, i'm too young to experience that....or am i really?
thoughts about this please?