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Since I was a kid things have been overwhelmingly sour. It has grown into an even bigger unamanagable mess. I have no friends left. Nothing left. Life is sorrow, debt, and mountains of misery.
I used to have at least some faith. I can barely stomach writing this. I waited for the Lord's victory but was met with disspointment, defeat and a xerox of Job's friends. I don't want to bother anyone with this, the sorrow is overflowing. I don't have a clue what to do. I come to a place like this because all is dry. This is the pathetic timespan called my life.
I hope he Lord turns his heavy hand away and loves me in a noticeable way. There is nothing else AT ALL that matters. I am shattered and my energy is zapped.
Peace.
I used to have at least some faith. I can barely stomach writing this. I waited for the Lord's victory but was met with disspointment, defeat and a xerox of Job's friends. I don't want to bother anyone with this, the sorrow is overflowing. I don't have a clue what to do. I come to a place like this because all is dry. This is the pathetic timespan called my life.
I hope he Lord turns his heavy hand away and loves me in a noticeable way. There is nothing else AT ALL that matters. I am shattered and my energy is zapped.
Peace.