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I titled this as such because I am very new at behaving like a god centered man and this is a totally new way of life for me. I really desire to meet a warm hearted christian woman that is strong in her faith and will not judge me because I led a life of selfish excess in terms of drugs, alcohol and sex. I sometimes think that it is unrealistic to dream of this fairytale woman who falls in love with the positive qualities I possess and can see the wonderful transformation the lord has made in my life. I am forty-nine and I pray every day that god will put that woman into my life. God is first in my life and always will be, but it sure would be nice to make that walk with him with his gift to me by my side.