Unless you're joking, l'm not trying to monopolize anything, troubled. I just have stuff to say. I'm trying to help. I've done my good deeds and have my rewards for them... And I can share them if people will accept. I see people going through hard stuff on here, and I am trying to help where I can. I believe maybe I'm supposed to have a Christian family. Do you know the life I live... It might not be the same as yours, troubled and whoever else. I suppose if the people on here are anything like me, you all want to do the right thing at all costs... Well, it's costing me my social life.... A man can only take so much of that. I have to go and hopefully be accepted by somebody, right? It's like I get called names and accused everyday... And maybe no one realizes that when they accuse me of stuff, or call me a name, like everybody else, they aren't the first to call me a name or accuse me. Maybe someone might realize instead of me just stepping on toes, that there are posts nearly as recent on page 2.