But you know it's not like I am innocent from judging. I have a self loathing a very deep one but it's not from depression or self pitty rather I hate and despise everything about me and everything within me that isn't Christ like. I am not unaware how my eyes see how even I subconsciencly without even meaning to see a person as not very attractive or notice inperfections about their features.
Then I find myself laughing to myself and saying to myself is that what you see? Because I see something else, I see a rare and beautiful treasure that God took such great care in making every detail no matter how the human eye may see it as an imperfection or as ugly. The thing is these eyes of mine have that human and fleshly instinct to see only the outer appearance and without even meaning to judge them according to it but I don't ttrust or believe what my eyes see because I choose to see with a different pair of eyes
Then I find myself laughing to myself and saying to myself is that what you see? Because I see something else, I see a rare and beautiful treasure that God took such great care in making every detail no matter how the human eye may see it as an imperfection or as ugly. The thing is these eyes of mine have that human and fleshly instinct to see only the outer appearance and without even meaning to judge them according to it but I don't ttrust or believe what my eyes see because I choose to see with a different pair of eyes