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I have a wife and 2 young sons both with health problems. 1 with autism and the other with severe eczema which causes him to bleed and scream a lot.
My wife (not Christian) and my relationship has always had troubles ever since I first found out she was messaging ex-boyfriends and hiding it years ago. Being the man I am and wanting the best for my kids though, I have held on and tried my best.
Recently I haven't been a great husband though and made some poor choices (no not cheating or anything like that but poor choices relationship wise) and have always shut my mouth etc to avoid confrontation.
This year has also been particularly hard because I joined the military to give my family a stable and secure future and the training has required a lot of me.
Just an hour ago my wife told me that she thinks I don't love her and she wants to see other people.
I just feel dead inside because I have bled myself dry for my family and continued as best I could to love her (through action because she killed the feeling long ago).
We are having hard times now because of our children and my training but I was holding on for the future for things to get better.
I'm sorry. I'm at the end of my rope and I'm not even sure what to pray for...
My wife (not Christian) and my relationship has always had troubles ever since I first found out she was messaging ex-boyfriends and hiding it years ago. Being the man I am and wanting the best for my kids though, I have held on and tried my best.
Recently I haven't been a great husband though and made some poor choices (no not cheating or anything like that but poor choices relationship wise) and have always shut my mouth etc to avoid confrontation.
This year has also been particularly hard because I joined the military to give my family a stable and secure future and the training has required a lot of me.
Just an hour ago my wife told me that she thinks I don't love her and she wants to see other people.
I just feel dead inside because I have bled myself dry for my family and continued as best I could to love her (through action because she killed the feeling long ago).
We are having hard times now because of our children and my training but I was holding on for the future for things to get better.
I'm sorry. I'm at the end of my rope and I'm not even sure what to pray for...