I deserve your hate.
I deluded myself into thinking I was doing something for Christ.
I lashed out at people who intended good for me.
I am in fear for my own life.
I have hurt my relationship with my daughter.
I said lies about God.
I hurt Christ.
I hurt the cause of Christ.
Please delete all of my threads, except for this one for a while so everyone knows that I have decided to seek counseling, or possibly check into a rehab facility.
You were all right.
I'm taking down my youtube videos. It's tainted with DXM.
I won't really be coming back here, even if you did forgive me.
I was ignorant of the pain I was causing.
I didn't know how my words were hurting all of you.
I deserve a backlash for even this thread.
I say it again, i was entirely ignorant of what I was really doing. My intent was always to help.
I thought I was serving Christ, and I was deluded and wrong.
I'm sorry.
I deluded myself into thinking I was doing something for Christ.
I lashed out at people who intended good for me.
I am in fear for my own life.
I have hurt my relationship with my daughter.
I said lies about God.
I hurt Christ.
I hurt the cause of Christ.
Please delete all of my threads, except for this one for a while so everyone knows that I have decided to seek counseling, or possibly check into a rehab facility.
You were all right.
I'm taking down my youtube videos. It's tainted with DXM.
I won't really be coming back here, even if you did forgive me.
I was ignorant of the pain I was causing.
I didn't know how my words were hurting all of you.
I deserve a backlash for even this thread.
I say it again, i was entirely ignorant of what I was really doing. My intent was always to help.
I thought I was serving Christ, and I was deluded and wrong.
I'm sorry.