Hi, everybody have their bad & good days. But the frequency of either does not matter, but how we react to it does.
Well, most of my motivation on my bad day are from the Bible.
Here is a link
Just pray to God, cast all your anxieties on God, for He cares, according to 1 Peter 5:7
I'm curious on what do you meant by "It's unfortunate my kids are with me", I may not fully understand it but if you meant what I'm thinking, then I would just say that I'm from a family without a dad. But I, no, WE have our loving Father in heaven.