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Hello,
I'm a student curently in university in my 2nd year and i have been feeling so depressed. I don't have many friends in uni and i am also very far away from home so i can't go home whenever i miss my mum. Also, i don't have a lot of money either so i can't really go out to places like the cinema or home much. When i can, i go home so that i can help my mum with my severely autistic brother because she is his main carer and her life practically revolves around him. I feel really bad for her because she can not do what she wants to do because she has to take care of my brother who is 23 years old. The only place she goes to is church on sunday. She knows that i don't have a lot of money so she tries to give me some but she doesn't have much money herself so i feel bad. I also have quite a few health issues as well as i suffer from PCOS which makes me feel uncomfortable in my own body and very ugly. I was bullied during the whole time i was in primary and secondary school so it makes me really scared to meet new people because i just feel like everyone hates me. I'm 20 years old and i've never had a boyfriend which just makes me feel so unwanted and i wonder if i will ever meet someone. All these feelings are really overwhelming me and i feel like no one understands what i'm feeling. Sometimes i cry for hours and hours and i just can't stop. I would like some advice as to how i can stop feeling like this all the time and start being happy.
I'm a student curently in university in my 2nd year and i have been feeling so depressed. I don't have many friends in uni and i am also very far away from home so i can't go home whenever i miss my mum. Also, i don't have a lot of money either so i can't really go out to places like the cinema or home much. When i can, i go home so that i can help my mum with my severely autistic brother because she is his main carer and her life practically revolves around him. I feel really bad for her because she can not do what she wants to do because she has to take care of my brother who is 23 years old. The only place she goes to is church on sunday. She knows that i don't have a lot of money so she tries to give me some but she doesn't have much money herself so i feel bad. I also have quite a few health issues as well as i suffer from PCOS which makes me feel uncomfortable in my own body and very ugly. I was bullied during the whole time i was in primary and secondary school so it makes me really scared to meet new people because i just feel like everyone hates me. I'm 20 years old and i've never had a boyfriend which just makes me feel so unwanted and i wonder if i will ever meet someone. All these feelings are really overwhelming me and i feel like no one understands what i'm feeling. Sometimes i cry for hours and hours and i just can't stop. I would like some advice as to how i can stop feeling like this all the time and start being happy.