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Could someone explain to me why God took my husband so soon. we were together for 31 years and it wasnt enough for me. we have 2 kids together a girl and a boy. now that he is gone they are rebelling very bad. i understand that they just lost their daddy but i lost my husband, lover, confidont, best friend, and every thing under the sun. I know that i told god if he wasnt going to heal him to take him but i really didnt mean it. he had cancer all over his body. when he was diagnosed he weighed 220 when he passed he didnt even weigh 100 pounds. he was diagnosed on 4-6-12 and he passed away on 3-3-13. he didnt live a year. i know that he is better off in the glory of heaven but i miss his touch, his breath, his comfort when i need it. you see i am bi-polar manic/depressive and i really counted on him. he would hold me and tell me that everything was going to be alright. i dont know what i am going to do now without him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be alright. i luv you all in Christ and may you all be blessed with may things in life.