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i surrendered my life to god many years ago, since then i have been up and down with my life, it has been chaos. recently i have been being convicted by god. i need to change my ways, to stop going with prostitutes, to stop drinking. to live my life right. i am an alcoholic with HIV.
i so much want god to take me now, i do not want to live in this terrible life anymore, i am scared i will go to hell if i continue.
i truly believe jesus is the way the truth and the life , i believe that in my whole heart. i have been on my knees crying and praying to god to take me back but i feel i am alone , i dont feel god is with me or helping me, i cannot change by myself i do not have the strength or the will power to change myself, i have tried but i fail all the time.
i need your prayers please
thankyou
i so much want god to take me now, i do not want to live in this terrible life anymore, i am scared i will go to hell if i continue.
i truly believe jesus is the way the truth and the life , i believe that in my whole heart. i have been on my knees crying and praying to god to take me back but i feel i am alone , i dont feel god is with me or helping me, i cannot change by myself i do not have the strength or the will power to change myself, i have tried but i fail all the time.
i need your prayers please
thankyou