There are so many things going on with me right now. One is, the person I thought was my accountability partner went to college and when he comes back, it's like I never existed. He just dies his own thing and I never get to talk to him. Second, another person at my church always acts like he is a great Christian and does so many good things, but he acts complety different online and away from church. He says he wants to talk to me about stuff but never asks how I'm doing, and I just don't know where to go. I feel so alone and I can't keep it up. Thanks so much
Like Roughsoul1991 pointed out. You are not alone. Get involved in church groups and find a hobby. Chances are you'll make a friend or two in the process. If you are confused, keep things simple. And don't be afraid to ask first. You'll be surprised to see just how a simple question can answer a million worries that are going through your head. And with regards to your partner,
ask him why he's ignoring you and go from there. About the second person, seems like he'd be no help to you
right now if what he does doesn't match up to what he says. Although, we don't really know how people really are on the inside, it'd be best to keep our assumptions to ourselves because the last thing we want to do is to hurt people that may be going through the same situation. Still, whatever happens don't worry, there are a lot of people here in this forum that are ready to help out. All the while, pray for the Holy Spirit's guidance and also for the people that you're going to speak to.
God bless and may the Peace of God be with you.