The reason my title is not easy for me is this. When I ask for prayer I kind of feel self centered but here goes. Back in 2012 I had to file for disability because my arthritis has gotten that bad. I don't want prayer for healing just direction. I did hvac installation for 20 years and now I can't do it. I feel God is leading me to seminary but is it me? Or has God already told me to go and I am not listening? Funny cause I love theology and teaching. I actually like when someone corrects me on a thought. I am just scared huh?