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Online fantasy relationship VS. real lonely life. What should I do?
I've been in this "online relationship" for two years now. We're not bf and gf kinda thing but we did say we love each other. Now...I want to brake it off. I'm not sure about his real personality, I don't like his looks, he lives across the ocean...but I still managed to style a picture perfect of him in my head. And it feels like he's all in my heart and just cant imagine not talking to him. In real life...I'm shy and nervous around guys. I'm still in High school I'm 18,soo not that much of a choice of guys except players that go for the V. I cant take any physical action for guys, I don't want to kiss and be all unicorns and rainbows, I want something real. But...I know when I get there in RL, guys will want to use me as aways
I've been in this "online relationship" for two years now. We're not bf and gf kinda thing but we did say we love each other. Now...I want to brake it off. I'm not sure about his real personality, I don't like his looks, he lives across the ocean...but I still managed to style a picture perfect of him in my head. And it feels like he's all in my heart and just cant imagine not talking to him. In real life...I'm shy and nervous around guys. I'm still in High school I'm 18,soo not that much of a choice of guys except players that go for the V. I cant take any physical action for guys, I don't want to kiss and be all unicorns and rainbows, I want something real. But...I know when I get there in RL, guys will want to use me as aways