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Hey there. So I've met this girl, and we get along very well. We've been on the verge of getting into a relationship for a while now and we finally decided to make things official and marriage minded. That being said, we finally decided to hold hands today for the first time. I've not had much experience with girls in the past, so this feels rather new to me.
A little back story: I used to have a huge porn addiction and I used to masturbate a lot. God has changed me tremendously and I'm not into any of that as I used to be. That being said, as I was holding hands with her tonight, I started **BLEEP***. At first I thought it was because of the idea of us finally getting close enough to hold hands, but it wouldn't go away. **BLEEP**
Trying to ignore it and hoping it would go away (when it didn't) I continued the night along... however it turned out to be a much longer night than expected and we held hands throughout most of the night. After we finally parted ways, I realized I had a huge pain in my lower abdomen.
Like I said before, this is all new to me, so I don't know if this is normal or if there might be something wrong here... I'm trying not to be very graphic... but it almost feels the same as when I would spend hours masturbating without stopping and end up with the same type of pain.
A little back story: I used to have a huge porn addiction and I used to masturbate a lot. God has changed me tremendously and I'm not into any of that as I used to be. That being said, as I was holding hands with her tonight, I started **BLEEP***. At first I thought it was because of the idea of us finally getting close enough to hold hands, but it wouldn't go away. **BLEEP**
Trying to ignore it and hoping it would go away (when it didn't) I continued the night along... however it turned out to be a much longer night than expected and we held hands throughout most of the night. After we finally parted ways, I realized I had a huge pain in my lower abdomen.
Like I said before, this is all new to me, so I don't know if this is normal or if there might be something wrong here... I'm trying not to be very graphic... but it almost feels the same as when I would spend hours masturbating without stopping and end up with the same type of pain.
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