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since my birth my mother and her family have only cared about themselves and made judgements that have harmed me and are harming me this day
they think that they can abuse me, use me, and I will always be okay. i am a living being with needs and they are so selfish and self-centered and uncaring and liars that they can't even listen to one single thing i tell them that i need
i keep expressing what i need to survive in this world but no one hears me, and they think i am superwoman, invincible and able to withstand anything and everything that comes my way
I am not
And I want them to change. God has been asking them to change, but they do not
And so I am missing out on even the most basic of human freedoms.
They don't even want me alive or see me grow into any kind of person that could live on the earth and be happy and be a blessing to others.
They are so stupid. When I express clearly that I am not well, and how their beliefs and actions have harmed me, they do nothing to heal what they have done. And laaaaa, laaaaa, think everything will be okay. Everything will not be okay.
They are all going to die someday and if i am lucky i will still be alive and i will have to live with the abuse, the neglect, the harm that have done to me, treating me like i don't even live on the earth, that i don't have a brain, or a heart, or a body. They have stopped being human.
And i might not receive healing from the people of the world. I don't have money. This whole time God and me has been revealing to them what they have done and they refuse to repent and do what is right.
This is why i say people are so horrible. I might have been here on the earth for 30 years, but i am not grown, i am like a child inside because i am unloved and mistreated. It could be so easy, but they are so lazy and wicked reveling in their pleasures that they can't even lift a hand or a kind word or deed to see someone else grow up and could be a blessing to them and to others.
They are ignornant beings who have no regard for the works of the Lord. And if there are any good persons left on the earth who truly believe in the Lord and that we are all valuable.
You know my mother thinks I need nothing, she treats me like I am the scum at the bottom of the pond. I see other mothers who help their daughters grow and become something and it is a mutual relationship but she just destroys anything that gets created in me.
they think that they can abuse me, use me, and I will always be okay. i am a living being with needs and they are so selfish and self-centered and uncaring and liars that they can't even listen to one single thing i tell them that i need
i keep expressing what i need to survive in this world but no one hears me, and they think i am superwoman, invincible and able to withstand anything and everything that comes my way
I am not
And I want them to change. God has been asking them to change, but they do not
And so I am missing out on even the most basic of human freedoms.
They don't even want me alive or see me grow into any kind of person that could live on the earth and be happy and be a blessing to others.
They are so stupid. When I express clearly that I am not well, and how their beliefs and actions have harmed me, they do nothing to heal what they have done. And laaaaa, laaaaa, think everything will be okay. Everything will not be okay.
They are all going to die someday and if i am lucky i will still be alive and i will have to live with the abuse, the neglect, the harm that have done to me, treating me like i don't even live on the earth, that i don't have a brain, or a heart, or a body. They have stopped being human.
And i might not receive healing from the people of the world. I don't have money. This whole time God and me has been revealing to them what they have done and they refuse to repent and do what is right.
This is why i say people are so horrible. I might have been here on the earth for 30 years, but i am not grown, i am like a child inside because i am unloved and mistreated. It could be so easy, but they are so lazy and wicked reveling in their pleasures that they can't even lift a hand or a kind word or deed to see someone else grow up and could be a blessing to them and to others.
They are ignornant beings who have no regard for the works of the Lord. And if there are any good persons left on the earth who truly believe in the Lord and that we are all valuable.
You know my mother thinks I need nothing, she treats me like I am the scum at the bottom of the pond. I see other mothers who help their daughters grow and become something and it is a mutual relationship but she just destroys anything that gets created in me.