I've been having some problems with my neck, lower back, and knees all thanks to an incident involving the use of weight machines a year ago. I was a stupid child who desperately wanted to hear praises from my PE coach by impressing him with becoming stronger and more athletic since I was obsessed with attention back then. I really regret it now as I've been having pain symptoms over a year and couldn't see a doctor due to major setbacks(mostly with health insurance). About 4 weeks ago, I started seeing a chiropractor and I know healing generally takes time, I just wonder if it really is in God's will for me to be healed. It sure doesn't feel like it. If He wanted me healed, I feel like He would've done so already. This probably sounds silly and I'm being a such big baby about this, but I'm honestly frustrated and tired of this. If God is wanting to instill patience and trust in Him or work on some other heart issue within me, this sure is a torturous way of doing this....If you're still reading this, would you please pray for me? I'd appreciate that a lot.