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I'm married and having 2 kids. My marriage is a arranged marriage. There were small small misunderstanding between my husband and me earlier period in our marriage. But recently there were fights. He use bad words when he fight and it hurts a lot. I am one always go behind him and pacifying him and he never say sorry. He always say I am the one who makes mistake. For past two months I see some secrecy in the way he behaves.he keeps the phone password locked which he never does and he scolds me if I call him even after office hours. I asked him directly whether he is having affair which he denied. However there is something which I couldn't fathom. My kids get affected by our fight, which is hurting me a lot. Now I wanted to divorce him as he uses abusive words. I come from God fearing family. My brother asking me to try patch up things, which I couldn't do as my husband is not cooperating me. My husband also goes to church and very active in church activities, but at the same time it's ok for him to watch port movie or play with himself. Now I want to decide whether to continue living with him or to divorce. I want to give another try to marriage. Please help me to decide. I also can't divorce easily as I would be the first person to divorce in mt family generation. Is it wrong of me to doubt him. What shall I do? Should I ignore everything? Please pray and help me and my kids. Thank you