Hello, I am 16 years old and I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I have been struggling with this since I was around 13 years old. Before then, I always searched up triggering content on Youtube. I really struggle with this addiction. I just want to put it in the hands of the LORD and let him take control. But, I keep falling back down to square one. I go a week without watching anything triggering, then the urge pops up and I just fail. I always pray for forgiveness afterward, but I just want to never do it again. This addiction is ruining me. Every day after I masturbate, something bad happens. My grades get worse, I do bad on a test, or some bad incident happens at home or school. Once I go back into this destructive cycle, it takes like a week to get back on track.
I absolutely hate what I do, but I just keep doing it. That's my problem.
I desperately need prayers and support. I have prayed to the LORD myself, but it would be good to know that others are supporting me in this struggle.
I absolutely hate what I do, but I just keep doing it. That's my problem.
I desperately need prayers and support. I have prayed to the LORD myself, but it would be good to know that others are supporting me in this struggle.
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