hello all
my dad is not a christian, he's an atheist and I know that he looks at porn. I've known this for ages, my dad doesn't cover his tracks very well (he doesn't clear his history). I am 16, I am a christian, I have been since I was 13 and it's so hard for me to know this. I know it's a normal for men that aren't Christians, but I still hate it, it makes me think of my dad differently. Like how could he look at that stuff?! I have even seen him searching for swingers clubs, sex clubs. Is that "normal"?
I feel so trapped sometimes, living in a non christian home. Always Surrounded by swearing, secular music, blasphemy, I just hate it. I love my parents but I just wish so much that they were christian. I am always worried that they are going to get into a car crash and die. It would just crush me to pieces knowing they are in hell. No peace at all.
my dad is not a christian, he's an atheist and I know that he looks at porn. I've known this for ages, my dad doesn't cover his tracks very well (he doesn't clear his history). I am 16, I am a christian, I have been since I was 13 and it's so hard for me to know this. I know it's a normal for men that aren't Christians, but I still hate it, it makes me think of my dad differently. Like how could he look at that stuff?! I have even seen him searching for swingers clubs, sex clubs. Is that "normal"?
I feel so trapped sometimes, living in a non christian home. Always Surrounded by swearing, secular music, blasphemy, I just hate it. I love my parents but I just wish so much that they were christian. I am always worried that they are going to get into a car crash and die. It would just crush me to pieces knowing they are in hell. No peace at all.