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Okay, so I have been thinking...
About positive and negative attitudes.
A positive attitude is supposed to be a good thing. Everyone knows, that everyone wants to be happy. But do they?
I usually have a more solemn outlook on things. Not often too excited and not recently not eager to say I am doing great. Kinda blame my grandma (who is not Christian) just a little, because she never thought it was right that I always said I was great - and I talk with her on the phone like every few days.
But the thing is, I live life, I do my thing, and then I get around some positive people - and realize just how negative I really am.
I wonder how positive Jesus was. He never strikes me as a real happy guy. And my Dad is happy alot but he is not ALWAYS happy. At least he doesn't look sad when he is acting normal.
I guess what gets me thinking about this is that I think about happy people, being happy, and I don't automatically get a happy feeling. It is almost as if being more reserved is more comfortable, and thus better. But that would go against everything I have been taught my entire life.
Disclaimer: This has NOTHING to do with depression. And I am NOT usually sad, and am not now.
About positive and negative attitudes.
A positive attitude is supposed to be a good thing. Everyone knows, that everyone wants to be happy. But do they?
I usually have a more solemn outlook on things. Not often too excited and not recently not eager to say I am doing great. Kinda blame my grandma (who is not Christian) just a little, because she never thought it was right that I always said I was great - and I talk with her on the phone like every few days.
But the thing is, I live life, I do my thing, and then I get around some positive people - and realize just how negative I really am.
I wonder how positive Jesus was. He never strikes me as a real happy guy. And my Dad is happy alot but he is not ALWAYS happy. At least he doesn't look sad when he is acting normal.
I guess what gets me thinking about this is that I think about happy people, being happy, and I don't automatically get a happy feeling. It is almost as if being more reserved is more comfortable, and thus better. But that would go against everything I have been taught my entire life.
Disclaimer: This has NOTHING to do with depression. And I am NOT usually sad, and am not now.