Was there someone who was with you, encouraging you, standing by you, or what while you were fasting? My understanding of FASTING is a very private affair between you and GOD. It is something you don't actually broadcast or let it be known...especially on a world-wide internet!!!!! And, if the END result is you physically, emotionally, and spiritually being "SUCKED DRY" and having NO GODLY DESIRE, being in LIMBO.....and seeking advice from TOTAL strangers.......HOW in heaven's name did FASTING turn so sour? What good is YOUR fasting, and how do you expect others to pick up the broken, messed up pieces and suddenly make this 21 day of disaster become productive? Are you for real?