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Hello all. I am terrified I have crossed the point of no return with God. After having fallen away for many years and living a life of sin I felt compelled to pick up my Bible on a recent trip to my family home and read Hebrews. As I read I became distraught with despair by the warning passages. I feel as if they are describing me perfectly. I am disgusted and ashamed with the choices I have made. I have sinned against the mercy of God and fear I have become so hardened that it is impossible to restore me to repentance. I fear there is no longer a sacrifice for my sin. I fear that like Esau I cannot ever find a place for repentance. I want to return to the Lord but fear I am not welcome back and there are no guarantees of forgiveness. I have am in despair and it is a cage of my own making. I ask for prayers as I cry out to Jesus for restoration and forgiveness. Pray for me as I seek restoration. Maybe God will extend his mercy once more to me. Thank you all.