I am having so many moments of panic and fear over my impending divorce (he wants it and has been cheating). I haven't worked in over a decade in my profession and I need God's mighty hand to open a door for me that will provide work for me in my profession that will allow me to continue to be a good mom. I need friends in my life who can help me sometimes with things or to just be a friend that I can love back. The loneliness and anxiety is torture. I am not accustomed to being single but here I am after nearly 2 decades of marriage, I am alone doing the single mom thing, wondering if I will end up without any medical insurance and without any means of getting it. I work day and night on the little source of money I have right now....and I just don't understand where my Lord is sometimes. Thank you.