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Hi I'm Jaxx, and I have a lot of serious things on my mind...
Well first off, I've been trying SOOO hard to give up this masturbation addiction I've been having for years...it seems like I'll give it up for a week, then it'll happen again...it's gotten to the point where I do it so often that I start to have back problems...I really need help and guidance, I dont know how to defeat this...
Another thing is that I have a girlfriend, and I love her SOOO much, but the thing is, I think she might secretly like girls instead of guys. She's not as into me as she was before, not as sensitive either. She told me that she had a past homosexual relationship, but she said God has freed her from that lifestyle and doesnt desire women like that anymore, but Im having trouble believing her, because she's always commenting on how pretty other girls like, she calls her best friend her "spouse", and I look at her a lot and she's ALWAYS staring at other pretty girls, like REALLY staring. I brought it up before but she has denied it like crazy, I dont know what else to do...
We stumbled and fell into sexual acts together, but recently we've rededicated our lives back to Jesus, but I'm worried that our sexual sins have reawakened her past homosexual desires, which makes me feel SOOO guilty...
I need help...please help me.
Jaxx.
Well first off, I've been trying SOOO hard to give up this masturbation addiction I've been having for years...it seems like I'll give it up for a week, then it'll happen again...it's gotten to the point where I do it so often that I start to have back problems...I really need help and guidance, I dont know how to defeat this...
Another thing is that I have a girlfriend, and I love her SOOO much, but the thing is, I think she might secretly like girls instead of guys. She's not as into me as she was before, not as sensitive either. She told me that she had a past homosexual relationship, but she said God has freed her from that lifestyle and doesnt desire women like that anymore, but Im having trouble believing her, because she's always commenting on how pretty other girls like, she calls her best friend her "spouse", and I look at her a lot and she's ALWAYS staring at other pretty girls, like REALLY staring. I brought it up before but she has denied it like crazy, I dont know what else to do...
We stumbled and fell into sexual acts together, but recently we've rededicated our lives back to Jesus, but I'm worried that our sexual sins have reawakened her past homosexual desires, which makes me feel SOOO guilty...
I need help...please help me.
Jaxx.