Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean NOT on your own understanding, in ALL your ways ac- knowledge Him, and He will set your paths straight...He is the lifter of your head, that is what He is doing now, take no notice of the world and those who belong in it, the truth of the matter is, you and your husband are only passing through this way, you do not belong to this world, so maybe your husband will arrive home before you, only God knows, but remember this, if he does, then when it is your time, your husband will be waiting for you, and my O my what a fine gentleman will be there for you showing himself like you never seen him before...God says : Do not be weary, for I am the LORD your GOD, I will strengthen you, I will hold you up with my righteous right hand "...Now you need to put all your trust in Him, Lean on Him, rely on Him...Praying for you...xox...