I will pray for you. Remember, God loves you! Live your life to honor him and he will bring you joy unspeakable and peace regardless of circumstances. Remember, you are so special to God. Jesus paid a high price for you, with his own life and blood. The Bible says you have been bought with a high price. Jesus paid your debt for your sins. Never forget this! It reminds us of just how much God loves us. Let his love comfort you in your hard time. Live your life for him and you will see that he has a beautiful plan for your life. It might not seem like it now, but you are stronger than you realize. Let God comfort you and let his love fulfill you. The Bible says that he heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. This hard time will pass, and this pain will make you stronger. It's ok to cry and grieve but don't lose hope! God loves you and wants to lead you. He will comfort you if you let him!.
Im truly sorry for your time of hurting.
But chin up, there will be brighter days. Every day will start to be easier than the day before.