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Hi all, just need some guidance and maybe a little reassurance that all will be well with God in the midst. It's been really tough on me lately.... I have come to the realization that my husband may have never loved me and maybe in love with another someone we both know. We have been married for 6 years but recently separated. He claims he loves me but his actions hardly ever prove these statements of love true. I feel rejected in that he doesn't see me as worthy of his love. I feel this way because he constantly lie about very important things, there has been verbal and physical abuse with no sincere apologies, he has accounts on several dating sites.... It's all too much for me to deal with and it's why we are separated today. He doesn't profess his marriage to me rather he lives life as he is single. When I confronted him about the online accounts he shows no remorse and instead get angry at me for asking about it. He has developed a very unhealthy relationship with my sister ( the one whom he maybe in love with). He's been very sneaky when it came to her, he gave her a gift without my known, calls her at inappropriate times and share some private things with her concerning our life. I have confronted them both and they both deny any thing other than friendly relations. I have prayed and I am praying that God reveals the truth in all of this and that he take control and lead me to do the right thing. It has been hard.....