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Well....
I made a decision that I want to see my father. It will be for two hours this Saturday.
He has been.....a bit violent with me in the past so others in my life aren't thrilled about it.
I'm super nervous that it's just going to become a session where he can put me down and remind me of how much I failed him, but I also think there is at least a little hope to show him how much I really do wish I had him in my life despite what he has done to me...
There will be an officer with us while we are together and it is a public event, so safety probably won't be a problem, but just pray for ease of everyone's mind in this situation and that this ends up as something good
I made a decision that I want to see my father. It will be for two hours this Saturday.
He has been.....a bit violent with me in the past so others in my life aren't thrilled about it.
I'm super nervous that it's just going to become a session where he can put me down and remind me of how much I failed him, but I also think there is at least a little hope to show him how much I really do wish I had him in my life despite what he has done to me...
There will be an officer with us while we are together and it is a public event, so safety probably won't be a problem, but just pray for ease of everyone's mind in this situation and that this ends up as something good