Praying this will work out for you. Don't forget that you can walk away from anything
that makes you uncomfortable. They are on trial not you.
Time can heal a lot of things but sometimes longer is needed.
If you feel it's too much, keep your options open don't shut the door completely
you can always try again later then if you want to.
You may not appreciate it just yet, but closure on difficult aspects of life and the
ability to move on, are really important.