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Hi. My name is Stacey. I'm 19 years old and still living with my parents. Some things have been going on and its really bad. Sometime in April of last year, I got really mad and angry at my parents. I was stressed and depressed. Finally, got tired of everything going on around me bad. I started a process called cutting. Cutting is not a really good thing to do when you're mad. I talked to people and nothing seemed to help. My dad was being mean to me. We were always fighting and arguing with each other. He blamed everything on me and I got really mad at him for it. He called me things that really upset me and he didn't care about my feelings. When I was younger, everything was different. We used to laugh and have a good time. I thought that my life would be like it used to be. Now my life isn't nothing. I don't think that I deserve to be in this world. Everything seems so hopeless. My grades are dropping again and I can't bring them up. I'm not as close to people as I used to be. I started back cutting and it realyl scares me knowing that I'm hurting myself. I went to see a psychiatrist and that didn't do no good. Everything in my life just isn't right. I don't feel like myself any more. I almost commited suicide and on the verge of commiting it now, but I don't want to. Do I seem like I'm depressed? Please help me