I’m 22yrs old. I’m married and I do love my husband very much. Our marriage was started in a wrong motive but he knows that I love him. He was in the military and he’s in Korea right now. At first our marriage is ok even we both know that marriage is not for real we’re just helping each other but before that I tried to show him that I love him and it’s not just business. But when he go to korea we always fight and I don’t trust him then I started to read the Bible and have conversation to my leader and read a marriage plan. He’s unbeliever he always give me an unsure answer. But my faith in God is too strong and everytime I wanna give up I always talk to him and ask should I fight o give up?? But I always believe God has a plan and he wants to use me to my husband to surrender and believe in God but everytime o tried to show my love He always reject me which the pain is to strong that sometimes he want me to give up. Idk what to do but I love my husband very much. And I understand him. He’s been and 2 failed marriage that makes him to hard. I know he’s a good man but he keeps on telling me he’s bad he don’t believe he believe in Satan and more like demonic. He always says he hates people. For all the struggles he’s been through I know why he’s like that to me but I don’t wanna give up. Please give me more advise. Thank you