Well, I've gotta say that God has gotten me to point where I want him as as a girlfriend, and probably even a little bit more.
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Dothack0, whatever do you mean?
God is your Saviour, your provider, your friend, who holds the future and He knows your best future. Choose Him and you will have chosen 'it.' (your best future)
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DotChristbro, I want you to read this book I am about to mention, if you have time between Xenoblade video gaming
The book is 'Passion and Purity' by Elizabeth Elliott. Pray about it being a good time to read it , it is well worth reading , I feel , based on your time in life now is why I now recommend it. It is my all-time favorite book, the story is told from a girl's perspective and it is good for guys to see that side, I think.
I see much maturity in your relationship understanding of God's best for you the last few months , dotbuddy. You are honest with your struggles and that is so big for God being able to bring you great new choices for your life .
Be patient in Him, read the great words of The Word in this time, and, draw closer to Him in all you do, and, God will show you great, amazing things, in His time, but IF you are ready He will assuredly show you.